Wednesday, March 30, 2011

So sad...

So sad today, reading blogs of mommies and daddies that have lost their babies. I hate this, I hate that babies have to get sick and there are millions of bad evil people who get to live. I hate that my friends have to lose their children, I hate that they have to wonder if/when they will have more kids, I hate that I try to give them strength but I know that nothing I do will help them.

I would give MY ability to have kids away so that no more babies had to get sick and die. I would let God take my legs, arms, sight so that these parents would never have to feel this pain. I feel sick and suffocated when I remember my friends son and that he is now gone, I can only imagine the hurt that she is going through. I wish there was more that I could do...this isnt fair and it sucks.