Who knew that my life would be where it is today? Not me. I am so blessed with my family, my husband, my children and my friends. Four years ago I found out we were pregnant with our son. It was a wonderful Valentines Day. Unfortunately we lost him later that year and the Valentines Days that followed were happy but sorrowful at the same time. Today I am happy. Happy that I have my new baby boy and that I am not sad this Valentines day. But I do wonder what it would be like having all of my kids together. I guess when I get to Heaven I will see him again, his perfect little face, long little feet and his sweet smelling hair. I will get to hold him in my arms and he will be perfect with no earthly "defects". He will be healthy and happy and have his mama to give him lots of love. I miss him so much. I had so much hope for him when we found out we were pregnant, so much hope for our family to grow. Autumn would have a brother only 4 years younger than her and we would be complete. But life doesnt always work out the way we want it to. God had bigger plans for my son. I am proud that he is an angel in Heaven, I am proud that he was too good for this earth so God wanted him.
So Valentines is a day of love but for me it is also a day of remembrance for my first son Kyle Ethan. We love you so much and cant wait to see you again in Heaven.
Beautiful post. Thanks for sharing.
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